I don’t want us to break up. That entire time I genuinely felt like I was being interrogated especially when you started threatening our relationship over something that I genuinely did not remember whatsoever. I don't know the context of what it was that he sent me because, well, it is deleted like I've explained previously, and even if it was a video of just the woman chances are it was someone that he was either trying to talk to or was talking to at the time, in which case I’m always supportive towards my friends when it comes to things like that. My friends do NOT send me stuff about other girls, they don’t, no thirst traps, nothing which I know is what you were asking about in the first place. I do remember that when Hamza was single he would show me some of the girls that he would talk to at the time, and again I would be supportive. I barely talk to my friends as it is (at this point I genuinely only really speak to Jaan, and in the group chat when everyone is meeting up here and there), and it just felt like you’re trying to paint them in a bad light when they don’t do things like that — especially knowing that Hafsah also sends you pictures of the guys she talks to, while you may have a different reaction and call them all ugly typically for me I am just supportive. The last TikTok interaction between me and Hamza was genuinely months ago, and I don’t remember anything regarding it, and the only people that I’ve sent TikToks to or received any TikToks from now is either from you or Jaan occasionally — none of which is bad.
I understand that you might be going through an emotional time and if you want to take some time to get more emotionally regulated that’s fine by me. In that case I would appreciate you not blocking me on iMessage at the very least so that we can update one another from time to time.